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Wednesday, 19 December 2007

  • Kena Tag

    Rules:
    Each player of this game writes about his/her Christmas wishes. People who get tagged need to visit your blog to find out more, and then write about the same topic in their blogs. Player must state the rules clearly, and pass this on by tagging the same number of people. To tag someone, leave a comment in his/her blog and tell them that they have been tagged. Number of blogger to tag: up to you.

    My personal wish list for Christmas.

    1) Transformers 2 Disc Special Edition DVD
    2) Bourne Series DVDs (Identity, Supremacy and Ultimatum--that's 3!)
    5) Hairspray DVD (are you starting to see a trend here..)
    6) Steven Curtis Chapman's latest album, "This Moment"
    7) A few nice dresses for wedding dinners and formal functions
    8) A Canon/Sony Digital Camera
    9) A nice pasta/italian food cookbook
    10)  peace in my heart regarding singlehood
    11) to be able to not worry about the future/ who's going to take care of me and my parents/aging family members
     

    I'm tagging:
    - aiyah, everyone's been tagged oleli!

    Those untagged, please volunteer yourselves...


     

Friday, 10 August 2007

  • So Into Music Now..

    Yes, I have been kinda a dinosaur when it comes to contemporary Christian music nowadays– but sometimes being late to catch on enables me to enjoy the songs after all the hype has passed! Songs I'm looping now:

    All My Praise --Selah
    Be Thou Near to Me - Jim Brickman feat. Selah
    Voice of Truth - Casting Crowns
    Much of You- Steven Curtis Chapman
    God Is God- Steven Curtis Chapman

    Go check out the lyrics of the songs...better yet, go listen to them!

    Oh, and SCC is coming up with a new album "This Moment" in October. AND HE BLOGS! I just stumbled upon his and his wife's blog and have been hooked on to reading it. He's so funny! Sooooo into SCC....so so so into it nowwww.... hehe. Yes. Ok. Enuf Yernnie.

    Go to chapmanchannel.typepad.com/scc or chapmanchannel.typepad.com/marybeth/

    mewannabuycds!

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

  • And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them, and the sheep follow him; for they know his voice. John 10:4

    He puts forth, sometimes in places we do not want to go, places of which we may be fearful, places of impossibility. However, we can follow Him trustingly, for He meets the circumstances of our way before they reach us. He is in our tomorrows, preparing them to become our todays.

    Millie Stamm

  • Several Happenings


    It's been some time since I last updated, and to be honest, things are a bit of a blur right now. But for the sake of  my own memories, I'm blogging so that I can count my blessings.

    May

    I was informed that I would be going to UK again to attend a 2-day partner conference. This sounded great, because I could go to Europe again! But as some of you would know, the company wanted me to commit a certain timeframe with them if I were to go.  Seemed like a good way to spend the next half of the year, before I would consider a change in job.

    Some of you at SALT might remember me asking for prayer regarding a job interview some time ago. Well, the story is pretty interesting, because the interview at a local college went well, and it was a coincidence that I met my ex lecturer there. Now, this was a person whom I wasn't really fond of in college, but she was very nice to me when she found out I was her ex student. We chatted for awhile, and it was nice because she gave me some very practical and useful advice about choosing a career and work ethics. We exchanged cards at the end of the chat. 

    The end result was, I received a tentative job offer, but was advised by my interviewer to go to UK, since the package they were offering me was not worth me giving up the exposure and opportunities to network with people from different countries. So, I thanked them and decided to give up my space as a candidate.

    May 25- June 6 : Went to Perth and Sydney for a reunion with my friends and also with the country!


    July
    Out of the blue, my ex-lecturer called me to say that her friend, a HR director from an audit company called her, looking for a suitable candidate. Since my ex-lecturer knew I was looking around, she recommended me. That very same day, the HR Director called me and set an appointment for an interview.

    At this point, I was quite stunned, as I had never expected such an opportunity. At the same time, my brain was whirling because it was only 2 weeks before I had to confirm my flight to UK! If I were to get the job, I'd have to tell my boss that I wasn't going, and I'd have to also resign at the same time. GARGH!

    To cut the long story short, here's the timeline:
    25th June: 1st Interview
    2 July: 2nd Interview
    9 July: 3rd Interview
    10 July: Told my boss I wasn't going to UK (today was last day to confirm my ticket)
    11 July: Booked flight for my colleague to replace me, coordinating her accommodation
    12 July: Handed in my resignation letter
    13 July: Emergency Leave– Lucas's Birthday!

    What a whirlwind! Yes, I resigned the day before my nephew, Lucas was born.

    Friday, 13 July
    3.30am
    Mabs wakes me up to tell me she's having contractions. Instead of raising the alarm, we waited for a little while to time the contractions. They were 10 mins apart. Went to wake my mum. Dad was in India for work.

    4.20 am
    Checked Mabs into SJMC, called Daniel to come over. After checking her in, was 'exiled' to the waiting room, because only the husband was allowed in the delivery room. Mum and I decided to go home to sleep because it was no point waiting in the hospital. Daniel turned up, and thereafter was the long wait for the baby to arrive. The doctors told us that it would be late afternoon before the baby would come.

    Throughout the day, Daniel kept us updated with SMSes...the baby was 'lepaking' and not wanting to come out...  Hehehe.

    3.30pm
    An obviously excited Daniel rang to ask me to fetch his mother from home, as the baby was well on it's way. Drove like a mad person on LDP!

    4.22pm
    Daniel calls his mum to tell her Lucas had arrived safely, we were still on the road to SJMC.

    So there you have it, the insider's look into the birth of Lucas. He's mighty cute...small sized but very placid little fella, that is, if he's well fed. I'm getting a little t-shirt for him from Australia...can't wait for it to arrive!

    Hope you enjoyed this update...photos to come? Probably later!

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

  • Tired

    Funny, after I've been on a holiday many would be envious of and wishing to go too. But I'm addressing a different type of lethargy.

    Tired of being patient, kind, loving, Christlike, a good witness, a good daughter, responsible employee, friend, listening to those in need, disciplined. Tired of being tolerant, cheerful, happy for others even when I feel like crying inside. Tired of giving out time, love or acts of service, but receiving crumbs and scraps of time and attention.  Tired of struggling against myself, bad habits, sins, hidden thoughts and feelings.

    Say what you want, I'm doing things in my own strength, cannot expect so much of yourself and others, depend on God, etc etc. Yes, very Christian and churchy advice. But it doesn't really help. I cannot but try my best in things I try to do or in situations, but in the end I'm also left wondering, whether it is worth it. It sure doesn't feel or look as if it is worth it now.

    Disappointment with God? Yes. Wrong motives? Perhaps. Wrong expectations of God? Perhaps.But I find it hard to believe that you can't expect everything from God or expect great things from God.He's supposed to be your only hope, isn't he? It's tiring to keep second guessing, searching for His will, praying, moving forward, acting like a 'model Christian' as if problems are character building, good for your spiritual growth, makes you stronger yada yada and in ALL THIS I'm supposed to act happy and joyful and as if it's not painful. People just want nice answers to the "How are you" question. If they are told "I'm struggling" or "I'm not too good today" then the first thought is "Oh no, what is she depressed about now, what is she grumbling or complaining about now". My advice? Ask as if you really care. You'll probably see more people with needs met building up the church than tearing it down. We don't need anymore bible bashers or holier than thous, we need people who care.

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